Some mornings lately, the world has felt smaller than it ought to. Not because the world itself has shrunk, but because sickness has a way of pulling the walls in close. When you’re laid up with a box of tissues within arm’s reach, a stubborn cough that won’t take a hint, and the slow, deliberate work of getting your breath back, life narrows itself down. You stop thinking in terms of weeks and plans and start thinking in terms of naps and medicine schedules.
Five or six days ago, I figured I was dealing with a rough sinus infection. Nothing glamorous, just the kind that settles in and refuses to be hurried. I finally went to the doctor on Friday to make it official. They confirmed the sinus infection right enough—but they also ran the usual tests. Flu. RSV. COVID. The sinus diagnosis felt expected. The COVID result didn’t. I was Covid Positive. Fortunately, no RSV, no flu.
Since then, the days have bled together in a quiet way. Bed rest. Silence. Long stretches of stillness where time doesn’t so much pass as drift. Illness has a way of teaching you patience whether you signed up for the lesson or not. It sets your plans down gently but firmly and says, “Not today.” You can argue if you want, but you won’t win.
This morning, sitting right there in that quiet space, Scripture met me where I was. I wasn’t looking for a grand revelation. I wasn’t trying to make sense of the universe. I just needed something solid—something steady enough to lean on. And there it was, plainspoken and honest:
“For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed…” Romans 8:18
Paul didn’t dress suffering up or pretend it doesn’t hurt. He didn’t minimize it or rush past it. He acknowledged it for what it is—real, heavy, and hard. But he refused to let it be the final chapter. That’s the part that keeps settling into my bones.
Recovery teaches you something if you’re willing to listen. It reminds you that pain has a shelf life. It may feel endless while you’re in it, but it isn’t. God’s glory, on the other hand, doesn’t run on a clock. It doesn’t weaken with time or fade with setbacks. What I’m feeling right now—this weariness, this frustration, this slow climb back—isn’t the whole story. It’s just the middle part.
I’ve learned that the middle chapters are often the hardest to read. They don’t resolve much. They ask you to keep going without telling you exactly how long it’ll take. But they matter. They shape you. And they don’t get the last word.
So if you’re healing right now—body, soul, or spirit—or if you’re just worn thin from carrying more than you expected, take heart. Don’t judge the story by the page you’re on today. What’s coming outweighs what hurts. Always has.
This season will pass. The breath will come easier. Strength will return. And God, faithful as ever, will finish what He started.
